Him | confusedwitheverything's Blog

His name? not telling, but I can't stop saying his name. It's the only word that gets me so happy and determined with my life. He doesn't know that.
He is the most annoying, spoiled, easily challenged(by me only), such a teaser, makes me mad and crazy all the time!
But at the same time, he is sweet, caring, funny but not mine :)
He's single! He just broke up like a few months ago with his girlfriend from a two years and a few months relationship. And since that day, he has spent most of his time with me :)
which is okay I guess since we have been friends for 4 years already. To be honest, I have never felt anything towards him. He was just a friend to me. But I guess the longer you spend time with someone, feelings will finally come.
We always fight. We can't stand being in one room together without fighting. Our friends find it totally annoying and they tend to get fed-up with us but that's just it, we just have to fight. Our day won't be complete without it. But, we argue over the most smallest things like his camera. One day, he chucked his caps to me and I kept in my pocket since he was just tooo busy to keep the cap to himself. Then, by the end of the day, he wanted his cap back and I started fooling around saying it wasn't with me. guess what? He got pissed off and we started fighting. But we made up shortly after that. Our fights don't stand more longer that a few minutes because one of us will give in to the fight.
But then there are just some of those moments where we can talk about almost everything! About photography, about the future. These are actually the times he's mature. The times that we can just hang without saying a word and just smile. Then there are times that we would listen to all my problems and not only give me advice but makes me laugh and feel okay again.
We spent most of our last high school days together just the both of us. Well, mostly studying sometimes just chatting. We chat on Facebook every night as if the next day we won't see each other.
He's the kind of person who won't text unless urgent. I'm okay with that, but these few days he's been texting me a lot and most of them were just to tell me to online so we can talk for free. =='
And, he is soo the jealous type! I went out one day with him and this other a guy who has been my friend for almost 6 years. My bag was open so I told the guy to zip it up for me and he was just looking at us with the kind of eyes he uses when he isn't satisfied about something. But, I just let that go.
And he just loooovvveeesss making me jealous!! :/
There was this one time. We were meant to meet up at the computer lab to study but I came late because I thought we were supposed to meet at the canteen first. So, I waited for him there for like 15 minutes before seeing him running angrily towards me. He looked like he had been running and he has when he yelled saying he went searching for me everywhere in school when I didn't come up. He thought I was kidnapped or something and I just stood there thinking. Who would kidnap me in school? but okayyy.. It wasn't a good idea to pick a fight when he was angry.
Well, anyways. I absolutely love our type of friendship relationship? Whatever. But, I would also love to know what he really feels about me. xxx

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